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Happy New Year all!! I had a greeeat New Years Eve partying with my main group of friends. :D Couldn't have asked for better people to spend it with! As for my other few best friends, you know who you are ;), and I love you guys too of course. :heart: As for resolutions, that I will hopefully actually accomplish; :bulletblue: Stay positive :bulletblue: Eat healthy & stay working out all year :bulletblue: Try a bit harder in school (I doubt this will happen, lol) As for art related, :bulletgreen: A legit self portrait :bulletgreen: A new multiple me shot, as I haven't done one in a while :bulletgreen: Photoshoots with new models :bul

So, this Christmas my biggest wish is for anyone who feels lost or sad, or lonely.. to find happiness. I genuinely mean this. Reflecting a bit on the past year, I've learned that EVERYONE has troubles. I've had awful things happen this year and at first I thought it was just me, but I couldn't be more wrong. Life will always have its ups and downs, this is just the way it is. And reflecting on October/November, I had felt the worst and lowest in my entire life. I couldn't see any light at all, wondered about depression, etc. I can't even describe how much feeling like that just hurts.. emotional pain is worse than anything I've ever experien

Hey guys..9 months later haha! I must firstly say, I can feel myself constantly changing as a person over this year. Since January this year, so many things have changed for me I really just find it astonishing. I also feel as if I look at everything at a much deeper level now. I suppose this could be a good thing, but other times I feel as if I interpret everything too deeply. I also think very deeply about things regularly now.. which can get me into quite mood rather quickly. And I'm not really sure what to say about overall happiness. A year ago I was a different person.. now, it's like, when I'm in a great mood I feel great. But when I